A life on fire – focused

A life on fire

“I came to send a fire on the earth and how I wish it were already kindled”  Luke 12:49

These are the words of Jesus.  A fire is to be kindled.  A fire that He desires to be kindled.  What is this fire that He longs for?  As I have thought upon this passage, I keep returning to the same conclusion – Jesus is longing for the day when His followers are aflame with desire for Him.  He came to send a fire on earth.  That fire is this new life that He gives those who believe in Him.  It is a life on fire.

But what does this look like?  What is a life on fire?  My meditations on this subject kept leading me back to one man – John the Baptist.  He illustrates it well.

A life on fire is a focused life

John’s life was a focused life.  He wasn’t into fancy clothes and fine cuisine, but was satisfied with camels hair and locusts.  He was so focused on one thing that he didn’t need a whole lot of other things.  And that one thing was this – I must prepare the way.  John could have been a priest, with all the prestige and perks that accompanied such a life.  Instead he chose the wilderness and a life of seeking God, being prepared for the work that God had created him for.  When the prophet Malachi put down his pen, then began 400 years of silence from heaven.  And then….

“Now in the fifteenth year of the reign of Tiberias Caesar, Pontius Pilate being governor of Judea, Herod being tetrarch of Galilee, his brother Philip tetrarch of Iturea and the region of Trachonitis, and Lysanias tetrarch of Abilene, while Annas and Caiaphas were high priests, the word of God came to John the son of Zacharias in thee wilderness.” Luke 3:1-2

These verses are a veritable who’s who of that day.  There were many powerful leaders both in the secular world and the religious world.  These were men of influence, wealth and power; respected (or at least feared) by those they ruled.  But when God was looking for someone to speak through, He spoke through John.  John was nobody; some obscure man living in deserted places.  But he had set himself apart to seek the face of God and be a vessel prepared for His use.  So God was pleased to overlook the well-known and look upon the unknown.  This man who had spent his life seeking God was now to speak for God and when he emerged on the scene, his was a life on fire.

To be continued…..

Lord, Speak to Me

Lord, speak to me that I may speak
In living echoes of thy tone;
As thou hast sought, so let me seek
Thine erring children lost and lone

O strengthen me, that while I stand
Firm on the rock, and strong in thee
I may stretch out a loving hand
To wrestlers with the troubled sea

O teach me Lord, that I may teach
The precious things thou dost impart;
And wing my words, that they may reach
The hidden depths of many a heart

O fill me with thy fullness, Lord,
Until my very heart o’erflow
In kindling thought and glowing word,
Thy love to tell, thy praise to show

O use me, Lord, use even me,
Just as thou wilt, and when, and where;
Until thy blessed face I see,
Thy rest, thy joy, thy glory share

Frances R. Havergal

Nagua – City of God

Several days ago I returned from my first ever missions trip, to Nagua, Dominican Republic. The trip was absolutely tremendous. So much happened that I hardly know where to start. But for 3 days we walked through the streets of Nagua and shared the gospel with people in their homes and businesses. We did not have one single instance of someone refusing to listen. And many, many people received Christ. We went into the prison and 2 ladies (of the 15 that are incarcerated) received Christ, with tears. We went into the hospital and the Lord healed a man who had some type of palsy and people got saved there too. We held church services each night and they were packed, with people standing outside in the streets to hear.

As much of a creature of habit as I am, and as much as I am accustomed to American comforts, I found myself adjusting to Nagua very quickly. It was hard to come back home and I still cry when I think about the time in Nagua.

Personally, this has affected me greatly. Sitting at a desk doing accounting for 8-10 hours a day doesn’t make sense anymore. Everybody said this would be a life changing experience. They were right.

Taking it to the streets – Part 2

The 4th of July weekend is usually a busy time in downtown Baton Rouge. It seemed a very good time to go share with people about the freedom available in Jesus Christ. This time we had a larger group of people from the church that went with us. (See Part 1 here) We were nervous, we were excited, but most of all we were desiring to see people’s lives impacted by the gospel.

This time I was paired up with a young man named Michael. He’s been saved about 3 years and is very passionate about Jesus. When he prays, the words practically explode from his heart. We worked very well together as a team and were able to share the gospel effectively with many people. There were some people who were not interested in what we had to say, but there were more who were interested and heard the gospel.

I know that there are people who feel like this type of thing is not successful if you haven’t “closed the deal” by leading someone in the sinner’s prayer, but I believe that every time the gospel is presented to a person it works in their heart. The gospel is the power of God unto salvation. Nobody can come into contact with that kind of power and walk away unchanged. I know that I never walk away unchanged.

My own heart is encouraged today as my sharing with others reminded me of the wonder of the gospel, the love of God, and the riches of His mercy in Jesus Christ.

Live while you live

From Charles Spurgeon’s “The Wailing of Risca”

There are infidels on earth, but there are none in heaven, and there can be none in hell. They are convinced—convinced by terrible facts—convinced that there is a God while they are crushed beneath his vengeance, and made to tremble at his eternal power. But I pray you, sirs, be not such fools as to live as though your bones were iron and your ribs were brass. Let us not be such madmen as to run as though there were no bounds to our race; let us not play away our precious days as though days were common as sands on a sea shore. That hour-glass yonder contains all the sands of your life. Do you see them running? How swiftly do they empty out! With some of you, the most of the sands are in the bottom bulb of the glass, and there are only a few to go trickling through the narrow passway of its days. Ah! and that glass shall never be turned again; it shall never run a second time for you. Let it once run out and you will die. Oh! live as though you meant to die. Live as though you knew you might die to-morrow. Think as though you might die now, and act this very hour as though I could utter the mandate of death, and summon you to pass through the portals of the tomb.

And then take care, I pray you, that you who do know Christ not only live as though you meant to die, but live while you live. Oh what a work we have to do, and how short the time to do it! Millions of men unconverted yet, and nothing but our feeble voice with which to preach the Word! My soul, shalt thou ever condemn thyself in thy dying moments for having preached too often or too earnestly? No, never. Thou mayest rebuke thy soul, but thou canst never bemoan thy excessive industry. Minister of Christ! in thy dying hour it will never be a theme of reproach to you that you preached ten times in the week, that you stood up every day to preach Christ, and that you so preached that you spent yourself, and wasted your body with weakness. No, it will be our dull sermons that will haunt us on our dying beds, our tearless preaching, our long studyings, when we might have preached better had we come away and preached without them; our huntings after popularity, by gathering together fine words, instead of coming right up, and saying to the people, “Men and women, you are dying, escape for your life and fly to Christ;” preaching to them in red-hot simple words of the wrath to come and of the love of Christ. Oh! there are some of you members of our churches, who are living, but what are you living for? Surely you are not living to get money—that is the worldling’s object. Are you living merely to please yourselves? Why that is but the beast’s delight. Oh! how few there are of the members of our churches who really live for God with all their might. Do we give to God as much as we give to our own pleasures? Do we give Christ’s service as much time as we give to many of our trifling amusements? Why, we have professional men of education, men of excellent training and ability, who when they once get into a church, feel that they could be very active anywhere else, but as Christians they have nothing to do. They can be energetic in parish vestries or in the rifle corps, but in the church they give their name, but their energies are dormant. Ah! my dear hearers, you who love the Saviour, when we shall come before Christ in heaven, if there can be a regret, it will be that we did not do more for Christ while we were here. I think as we fall down before his feet and worship him, if we could know a sorrow, it would be because we did not bring him in more jewels for his crown—did not seek more to feed the hungry, or to clothe the naked—did not give more to his cause, and did not labour more that the lost sheep of the house of Israel might be restored. Live while you live; while it is called to-day, work, for the night cometh wherein no man can work.

Oh, my brothers and sisters in Christ, if sinners will be damned, at least let them leap to hell over our bodies; and if they will perish, let them perish with our arms about their knees, imploring them to stay, and not madly to destroy themselves. If hell must be filled, at least let it be filled in the teeth of our exertions, and let not one go there unwarned and unprayed for.

The Pale Blue Dot

Last Sunday in Sunday School we watched a video.  The purpose of the video was to help us understand God’s bigness and our smallness.  The man who was speaking gave fact after fact about the size of our universe, the complexity of it all and quite frankly, most of it went way over my head.  When you tell me that something is 5.8 million light years away, I really have no concept of that number.

But then at the end of the video he showed a picture taken from the space shuttle Voyager I as it neared the edge of our solar system.  NASA sent instructions for the shuttle to turn back towards the earth and take pictures, which it did.  It took months for the images to make their way back to earth, but when they did, what they revealed was breathtaking.

I sat in stunned silence as I realized that we were not, in fact, the center of all importance.  This world that had seemed so large only moments earlier was suddenly reduced to the size of an insignificant speck – a pale blue dot.

Yet it was to this pale blue dot that the Lord of creation came.  For the insignificant inhabitants of this speck, He did the unthinkable – He joined us in our speckness.  The meaning of Philippians 2:8 “He humbled Himself” now explodes in my mind.

I feel that there are multitudes of words that want to come tumbling onto the page – yet somehow only silence seems appropriate.

The Walking Dead

The multitudes, the crowds of people
Nameless sea of humanity
Undone by sin, the walking dead
The heart of Jesus longs for these

Deceived and loving their deception
Plunging deeper into sin
They think not that the Lord is watching
They feel no need to repent

Death approaches yet they mock
No fear of God before their eyes
But judgment waits beyond this life
Before the Christ they have despised

As I look into each face
Their countenance shows forth no life
And my heart breaks, they are so lost
And yet they see no need for Christ

My heart is deeply stirred within me
I can sit no longer idly by
As precious souls that Jesus loves
Are doomed to the eternal fires

So let me be an instrument
A vessel for the Master’s use
A life surrendered to His plans
To be used as He would choose

Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying: “Whom shall I send, And who will go for Us?” Then I said, “Here am I! Send me.” Isaiah 6:8

I was made for this

I recently took some time off from work to be alone with God.  I went away to a place near the water and spent a lot of time outside, reading my Bible, praying, loving Jesus.

In the evenings I would eat supper outside, watching the beautiful colors of the sunset.  Each evening a group of about five birds would appear and they would fly above the tree tops.  They would flap their wings a few times and then catch a current of air and be lifted and soar.  There didn’t seem to be any purpose to their flight.  They weren’t going anywhere, but seemed to just circle around and around, as though they were enjoying the ride.

And as I watched them I thought “They were made for this and look how great a delight they take in it.”  And I imagined that this brought God much pleasure.

There are things that God gives me opportunity to do, and in the doing I realize “I was made for this.”  In these things my heart is lifted and I feel as though I could soar there forever.  And my delight in God nearly explodes in my soul and I sense His pleasure in it.

Delighting in Him today…….

Mercy on display

The cross
Not just a piece of wood
Or a moment in history
But the ultimate reality

Stained red with blood that makes white
Horridly beautiful

Mercy on display
The plan of all the ages
Acted out upon the stage of earth

Grace triumphant in brutality

Man shakes his fist at God and says, “You must die.”

God extends His hand to man and says “You shall live.”

“Therefore be merciful, just as your Father is merciful.”  Luke 6:36

Waterpots of religion

“Now there were set there six waterpots of stone, according to the manner of purification of the Jews….: John 2:6

Jesus is in Cana and there is a wedding taking place, but our attention is directed not to the ongoing festivities but to the waterpots.  These waterpots were used by the Jews for their ritual washings.  Always washing, always trying to make themselves clean.  And now the waterpots stood empty.  Had their contents been exhausted by the washings of the wedding guests?  There they stood waiting for a man to refill them.  Always needing a man to refill them so there could be more washings.  If someone had come needing that water of purification, what would he do?  There was no more.

Into this scene, Jesus speaks – fill them up.  And man once again fills the waterpots with water, for this is all he can do.  But Jesus does what man cannot do, and changes the contents to wine.  “Draw some out now, and take it” He says.

In our human tendency to try to cleanse ourselves and make ourselves acceptable to God, we have filled and emptied the waterpots of religion times without number.  Always washing, yet never clean.   But in a moment, Jesus frees us from the endless self-washings by one washing in His blood and He changes the water of dead religious activity into the living wine of His Holy Spirit.  This truly is the “wine that makes glad the heart of man.”  (Ps 104:15)  And now we have something suitable to offer the world as Jesus says to us “draw some out now and take it.”

How I cheat not only myself, but the world as well, when I will not be filled with the Holy Spirit.  For then I have nothing to offer but the water of religion, a bland and tasteless thing that they can find on every corner.  It is only the wine, which is only given by Jesus, that is fit to be drawn out and given to the world.

So let us be filled and then, from the abundance of what He has given, let us draw out and give to the world.