No shame

Each day I check a national and a local news website to keep up on major world and state events.   I’m just about to the point of leaving this practice.   News coverage of recent disclosures of inappropriate behavior by some in the political world have left me reeling.   Why is it necessary that there be all the racy headlines and pictures of a man who has been humiliated before the world?  I hear the people in my office making jokes about it, but I have yet to find the humor.

Jeremiah 8:12 says this: “Were they ashamed when they had committed abomination? No! They were not at all ashamed, nor did they know how to blush.”

We are a people that has forgotten how to blush.  We glory in our shame.  We feed on it and crave more.  We find our entertainment in things that are a stench in the nostrils of God.

I do not exclude myself from this number.  All of this has brought me face to face with the revelation that I have more of this in me than I want to admit.  And I hate it.

May the Lord stir his people to a holy hatred of sin again, and a refusal to be entertained by it.  Our time would be much better spent in seeking the face of God that we might be delivered from the flood of evil that is overwhelming our country.  God help us all to wake up to the hour we are in.

Barrenness – Us

After God created Adam and Eve, His first command to them was “Be fruitful and multiply, fill the earth and subdue it….”  But we find that the only thing they were able to produce was sin.  As then, so now.  We are born into this barren wasteland of sin and we add our own barrenness  and our own sin to it.  Inevitably there comes a day when we realize that we are barren and it becomes first troublesome, then heart-breaking and finally unbearable.

Proverbs 30:16 says there are 4 things that are not satisfied and never say “Enough”.  One of those is the barren womb.  I was reminded of Rachel’s agonized cry to Jacob – “Give me children or I die!”

But this is not just the cry of a barren womb.  It is also the cry of the barren life.  Aren’t there those moments when time seems to stand still and you see your life, so much of it foolishly squandered, and you realize that it may be that more of it is behind you than lies ahead of you……and it is barren.  What a panic and mad scramble this can create as we try to dig deeply into every crevice of ourselves to find something, anything that we can offer to the Lord, only to realize that there is nothing – not so much as a crumb.  Our life is barren because we are barren.  We are all in the same barren condition, but we have learned how to not notice that there is no fruit from our lives.  How easy it is to become content with producing that plastic wax-like fruit that is created to display in some sort of centerpiece.  Nice to look at but not suitable to eat.  But at least it is something we can point to as evidence that we are producing something…….

Isaiah 54:1 says “Sing, O barren, you who have not borne”.   Why would a barren woman sing?  Her greatest desire has been withheld from her.  What cause for rejoicing could she have?  But the passage continues “for more are the children of the desolate than the children of the married woman, says the Lord.”   We labor so diligently to be fruitful, striving, trying, working….but true fruitfulness can only come out of the admission of our utter barrenness and our dependence upon Another to produce the fruit.

What joy there is in realizing that our barrenness is not the enemy of fruitfulness, but the platform for it!

Hosea 14:8  says “Your fruit is found in Me.”

And thus we come to the conclusion of our study and where else could it conclude but in Christ Himself!  John 15:4-5, 8

Abide in Me, and I in you.  As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in Me.  I am the vine, you are the branches.  He who abides in Me and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing……by this My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit.

Shall we remain contented in this unnatural state of barrenness when Christ has made the promise of much fruit, and such fruit that is pleasing to the Father?  Oh will we not come to that holy place of abiding communion with Jesus, where we have realized that all we can offer Him is our barrenness, but also that He is able and so very, very willing to produce lasting and God glorifying fruit in us.

Let the barren who trust in Christ rejoice, for the fruit of His life in us is guaranteed.

Barrenness – Hannah

Hannah was a woman who seemed to suffer greatly from her barrenness.  Unlike Elizabeth, we meet Hannah when she was a young woman still in her childbearing years.  Not only did she endure the sorrow of her barrenness, but also the provocation of her husband’s other, fertile wife, Peninnah.  Not content to merely enjoy the blessing of motherhood, Peninnah entertained herself by provoking Hannah to an intense emotional state over her barrenness.  1 Samuel 1:6 says that her adversary (Peninnah), “provoked her severely to make her fret”.  Interestingly, that word fret is also translated thunder.   Peninnah didn’t just make Hannah cry, she made her angry!

Regardless of what her exact emotional state was, because of what she lacked and the continual harassment of her adversary, Hannah couldn’t enjoy what was set before her.   And in the house of the Lord the shame of it all must have pressed upon her even more.  Her husband, Elkanah, was a Levite, which meant his sons would also serve the Lord as Levites.  Peninnah had many sons to offer to the service of the Lord, but Hannah had none.  Nothing to give to God.  And so we come to her prayer, as she pours out her heart before God.  Could I just summarize it like this – “Oh God, would you please give me something that I can offer to You?”

The soul that realizes it has nothing to offer the Lord but that which He Himself gives, is the soul that is only a hairs breadth away from great blessing.

You know the story…..she has a son whom she gives into the service of the Lord.  He is Samuel, a mighty prophet used greatly by the Lord.    And on that day when she brings Samuel to the house of the Lord her heart cannot contain her joy.  Her prayer of triumph is recorded for us in chapter 2.  One verse in particular caught my attention:

“The adversaries of the Lord shall be broken in pieces; from heaven He will thunder against them.  The Lord will judge the ends of the earth.”  1 Samuel 2:10

No longer does Hannah speak of her adversary for the Lord has vindicated her.  No longer does Hannah thunder from vexation because the Lord has thundered in judgment.  She smiles at her enemies because she rejoices in the salvation of the Lord, for He has rendered the weapons of her enemy powerless against her.

Barrenness – Elizabeth

Elizabeth – Her name means “oath of God”, yet she lived her life with a promise unkept.  She was barren and now old.  Where were the promised children for the righteous?   Luke 1:36 tells us that Elizabeth was called barren.  It was a label that had been pinned onto her for years.   I can almost hear the whispered remarks of those in her town – “that’s Elizabeth…..she’s barren.”

I wonder if she ever reflected back on the fathers (and mothers) of their people.  In each of those beginning generations there was barrenness, and each time God intervened to bring a child.  He did it for Abraham and Sarah, for Isaac and Rebekah and for Jacob and Rachel.  But Elizabeth remained barren.

Her barrenness was a reproach.  Deuteronomy 7:14 says “You shall be blessed above all peoples; there shall not be a male or female barren among you or among your livestock.”  Her barrenness declared her life as one that was not obedient and therefore not blessed.  What a horrible stigma to bear.

Yet Luke 1:6 tells us that both Elizabeth and her husband were “righteous before God, walking in all the commandments and ordinances of the Lord blameless”.  And in that moment when the Lord did wonderfully open her womb, Elizabeth said that God has “looked on me to take away my reproach among people.”  Elizabeth knew that even though people may have little regard for her, that she served a God who carefully watched all the details of her life and knew the great love she had for Him that compelled her to live a life of pleasing obedience to Him even when her greatest desire was denied.  She knew that she had no reproach before God even though the blessing was withheld.

Since Elizabeth was an older woman, she may not have known she was pregnant as soon as a younger woman may have known.  So there could have been months that Elizabeth thought of herself as still barren, when actually there was life stirring inside her.  There was a span of time when her barrenness was over yet she did not know it.  But then there came a day when it could be a secret thing no longer.

And when God sent this blessing, it came in a big way.  For it was only after years of bearing an unjustified reproach that she was prepared to bear the forerunner to the One who would bear the ultimate unjust reproach.  Who better to teach John how to remain faithful to God and disregard the opinions of men?

Were all those years of barrenness a waste?  No, they were a training ground to prepare her for her greatest assignment.

God knows the end from the beginning, and all the stuff in the middle, but He doesn’t tell it all

Never was a more tremendous announcement made to a human than the one Mary received from the angel.

“Then the angel said to her, “Do not be afraid, Mary, for you have found favor with God. And behold, you will conceive in your womb and bring forth a Son, and shall call His name JESUS. He will be great, and will be called the Son of the Highest; and the Lord God will give Him the throne of His father David. And He will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of His kingdom there will be no end.”  Luke 1:30-33

Israel of that day lived in expectation of the appearance of the Messiah.  Based on the prophecies of Jeremiah, they did the math and knew that it was soon.  Jewish girls desired the honor of being the  mother of the Messiah.   Mary was certainly no different.

How her heart must have leapt to know that she was the chosen one.  Her greeting to Elizabeth in Luke 1:46-55 is an exaltation of the power and might of God like few others, as she anticipates the birth of the promised child in her womb.

Reading the words of the angel to Mary, one thing that is glaringly obvious is that there is no mention of the cross.  The throne, yes.  The kingdom, yes.  But not the cross.  How difficult would it have been for Mary to raise her son to adulthood, caring for Him, teaching Him, loving Him, knowing that He was destined for death?  Who among us could bear such a burden year after year?

Sometimes we wonder why God doesn’t tell us certain things.  We find ourselves in difficult circumstances and we wonder why God let us be caught off guard.  Surely He knew.  Surely He could have told us.  But He didn’t.  Why?  We wonder and pray about the future, asking God to give us some insight.  But frequently, He doesn’t.

Just like Mary, I know the end.  One day I will stand before Jesus, forgiven and accepted, to spend eternity with Him.  But the stuff between now and then, these things are a mystery to me.   I sometimes think it would be easier if I knew what was ahead for me.  But maybe it wouldn’t.  It must be enough to know that God knows.

Because He knows the end from the beginning, and all the stuff in the middle, but He doesn’t tell it all. 

A life on fire – consecrated

Previously we have considered a life on fire as it relates to John the Baptist. But as I close out this little series, we will leave John and take a peek into the Old Testament.

Lev 6:8-13 tells us about the burnt offering. It was the only one of the offerings that was given entirely to God. Every hoof and whisker was burned on that altar. None of it was taken anywhere else and none of it was given to the priest. It was wholly for God. Three times in this passage it says the fire shall always be burning. The priest tended the fire continually to make sure it didn’t go out and once the sacrifice was completely consumed, he removed the ashes. Notice that it doesn’t say that he sweeps or shovels out the ashes, but it says that he “takes them up” and it says the priest puts on the linen garments to do this. The only other place that it is recorded that the priest changes into the linen garments is on the day of atonement. These are the holy garments and this matter of a sacrifice offered wholly to God is a holy matter. He carries the ashes outside the camp to a clean place and there they are poured out.

But this is about something more than an animal; it is about my life. He wants it all for Himself. And He is the priest Who watches over the fire to keep it burning. It is only the totally consumed life that is poured out and when nothing remains of the sacrifice but the ashes that the fire has reduced it to, it is then that Jesus our high priest gathers them up. Do you see the beautiful picture? He is in the holy garments, carefully taking up what we have offered to Him. Do you see that it matters to Him when you offer yourself completely to Him? And He takes these ashes, which are your life, outside the camp and he pours us out into holy moments where our life intersects with the lives of others in what becomes a holy place. A life on fire is a consecrated life.

The word consecrate is an interesting word. When I looked it up I thought it would be defined by words like holy, separated, devoted. But what this word means is “to fill the hand”, as in when you would fill your hand with an offering that you were offering up to God. The definition of the root of this word is fullness. That was utterly shocking to me and a wonderful revelation. I had always thought of consecration as an act of emptying, but God sees it as an act of filling.

Maybe you’ve heard the stories of the men and women who walked with God so closely that their presence in a room changed the atmosphere. Many times I have wondered if these were just special people who were singled out because of the particular calling on their lives….or is this something that all believers can have – this life on fire, walking so closely with God that it is tangible to those around you. I was reminded of the story that Jesus told about those who were invited to the banquet that had been prepared and they wouldn’t come. They were just busy with other things. They missed it. Jesus waits at the banquet table ready to give what we need and what we desire….but there is a requirement. Would we go live out in the wilderness to seek His face? Can we let ourselves, all of ourselves, be put on the altar to be consumed by Him that we may be poured out for Him? Can we turn away from the distractions of this life, and just come to the table? If we could just see what He longs to give we would hunger for it……and we too could receive a life on fire.

Luke 12:49 “I came to send a fire on the earth and how I wish it were already kindled”

A life on fire – Christ exalting

“The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him and said “Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!  This is He of whom I said “After me comes a Man who is preferred before me, for He was before me.  I did not know Him; but that He should be revealed to Israel, therefore I came baptizing with water.”  John 1:29 – 31

John’s life was about pointing people to Christ.  In verse 31 he states “therefore I came” acknowledging that the whole purpose for everything he was about was that Christ should be revealed. He understood that the purpose of his life was to reveal Christ.

When the Pharisees asked him why he baptized, he didn’t give his pedigree.  He could have pointed out that his father was a priest, that his birth was announced by an angel, that there were prophecies given of his life and ministry.   He defended himself only by stating his purpose (the voice of one crying) and then announced to them  “but there stands one among you”.  He didn’t really need to be validated by those around him.  He just need to do what God  sent him to do.  That was good enough for John.

John even pointed his own disciples to Jesus.  He wasn’t building his own ministry or his own following.  He wasn’t interested in establishing some great work in his own name.  He knew that the bridegroom was coming and it was enough for him to be the friend.

In a day when so many in American Christianity have become seduced by the “destiny teachings” that tend to focus on us, maybe we could find our way back to realizing that the destiny of each believer is simply to reveal Christ.  Oh that ours also may be lives that exalt our Christ!

A life on fire – passionate

The Old Testament verses that prophesy John’s ministry call him the “voice of one crying in the wilderness”.   That word “crying” doesn’t just mean that he was loud.   It means that his crying out was a manifestation of feeling; the outward expression of what was going on in the heart of the man.   He wasn’t just saying some words, fulfilling some obligation to preach.  But he was releasing what was burning on the inside of him.

Matthew 3:5 tells us “Then Jerusalem, all Judea, and all the region around the Jordan went out to him”  – the people knew that there was something different about John.  He wasn’t like the rabbis that they listened to each Sabbath, who gave lifeless instruction, but there was a quality present in John’s preaching that was unique.  And it drew people.

If you went to hear John preach and took your notepad, you would probably come home with a blank paper.  You wouldn’t have a list of five ways to be a better law-keeper, or ten ways to be a better Jew.  But you would have come away with a heart on fire for this God that John preached.

All those years shut away in the wilderness seeking God had produced a man whose heart burned for God.  He was passionate for God.  And when he spoke, you knew it.

To be continued…..

A life on fire – compassionate

One of the very first portrayals I saw of John the Baptist was in the 1970’s mini-series “Jesus of Nazareth”.  The character was played by Michael York, whose hair was always askance and eyes wild.  His voice was loud, his countenance a bit sullen and he was somewhat of a frightening character.   This has always seemed to fit well with his words, which were like flaming darts aimed at the hearts of the people.  John had some strong words, especially for the religious people.   Knowing what we do now about the heart condition of those Pharisees, when we read about John’s strong words to those old religious hypocrites we want to cheer because there is something in us that gets some type of perverse pleasure in seeing those people embarrassed and exposed for what they really are in front of everybody.   But John’s goal was not public humiliation, but repentance.

In Luke 3:7-15  John gives a flaming rebuke to the crowd and when the people respond, he doesn’t continue to pile on the condemnation.  His mission was to prepare the way and when a heart had been made tender and brought to repentance, he knew his mission had been accomplished in that one.  As their hearts were pierced by his words they would come to him asking “what should we do?”  And John helps them by giving them instruction on how they can obey and please God.   The fiery preacher turned to gentle teacher.

Even John’s rebuke to Herod was not to defame the man, but to lead him to repentance.  There is no evidence that John ever publicly issued this rebuke to Herod in front of a multitude of people.  Each account of this in the gospels said that John “said to Herod”.  He wasn’t trying to dazzle the crowds with his speaking ability or draw their admiration by his recklessly courageous speaking.  His heart yearned for these people to be ready for their Messiah.   It was a longing that burned in him and through him.

A life on fire genuinely wants to help people get right with God.  Whether with a harsh rebuke or tender instruction, whatever it takes, this one longs to be a minister of reconciliation.

A life on fire – responsive

In considering the life of John the Baptist as an example of a life on fire, I would like to move on to the responsiveness of this life. “…the word of God came to John the son of Zacharias in the wilderness.  And he went in to all the region around the Jordan, preaching a baptism of repentance for the remission of sins.”  Luke 3:2b-3

Notice these phrases – “the word of God came” “and he went”.  John didn’t sit around luxuriating in the warmth of a word from God.  He recognized that the word made a requirement of him.  The word came…and he went.  The word makes a requirement of us as well – obedience.

Somewhere after being born again, as we become more acclimated in the Christian environment, we can find ourselves receiving the word of God in a way other than how God meant for us to receive it.  Consider what was happening in the day of Ezekiel the prophet:

“As for you, son of man, the children of your people are talking about you beside the walls and in the doors of the houses; and they speak to one another, everyone saying to his brother, ‘Please come and hear what the word is that comes from the Lord.’  So they come to you as people do, they sit before you as My people, and they hear your words, but they do not do them; for with their mouth they show much love, but their hearts pursue their own gain.  Indeed you are to them as a very lovely song of one who has a pleasant voice and can play well on an instrument; for they hear your words, but they do not do them.” Ezekiel 33:30-32

These were the religious folks; happy to get together for church, ready to hear a message.  But they had no intention of allowing that word to impact their lives.  It was just their religious form of entertainment.  And it is just as prevalent in our day.  How many people do you know that run from church to church, conference to conference, book to book, always looking for the latest word in religion.  They aren’t necessarily just interested in the religious cotton candy that’s out there, but find an in-your-face message just as tasty.  However, the word is not allowed to nourish and bring growth to their inner man.  It makes its way to the belly and is eliminated without ever having affected the heart.   It is spiritual bulimia.

But those whose lives are on fire by God will listen with a heart to obey, to hear the very voice of God speaking to them through the message.  “Speak to me God!” is the cry of their heart, and they treasure one word from heaven over 10,000 messages from the most learned theologians.  Then, and only then, can they go with something to share with the world.

Oh let us hear!  Let us respond!  And let our hearts burn for His speaking!

To be continued…..